Photographers Club of Cebu

Hello, It's been awhile I have blog about life; its beauty and its ugliness. Recently, I was so busy with work and other personal matters. I have thought I be bouncing back hard with all my absence, I will bring good activities, good partnerships, good projects and good ideas, surveys, workshops and others whom I think can do a betterment to the club, but a major trouble had sparked and people start thinking wrong -- never had the chance to ask me why and tell me what? I have joined a club in which I always look-up and always in good intention to SHARE, LEARN & FUN or the word they say "camaraderie". But recently things get screwed up, due to one reason I am business associate of a person who made a mistake and would have left for good and to mention latter made an apology -- I was flushed in the toilet together with him -- So sad. These are the very people whom I called them good friends, close friends, family and looking up like they are FATHERS, MOTHERS, BROTHERS and SISTERS as we speak "kuyas" and "ates" - but the world is ugly inside. I felt very bad in which my ill-feelings I diverted it and use it as my strength to pickup myself and move on and concentrate on work and community and other related activities. I am no more a club member of this specific club, I am no more associated with this person. But still things are still the same. Like I am in the ignore list or others call this shit-list -- no more reply and no more communication on sms, flickrmail, email or others - so its getting personal. Well for the very fact these people used to be good friends, fathers, brothers and sisters but they forgot it in just a wink of an eye. My stand is - Are you guys making things personal? If so, just tell me like a MAN face to face and tell me the words; you are no good, you are nothing or sorry I don't know what words would it be or just a simple sorry "you are not welcome". You guys never had the chance to ask my side, you concluded at that very moment. By the way, don't you think I am capable of making my own decisions? Do you think I am dumb enough to figure things out? Do you think I am weak? Do you think I have no experience in life how to handle such issues? or You guys just think I am nobody and small just easy to persway. I am good in hunches I don't know... I can smell things going around me, but I never concluded to my self to that you guys will do such thing to me -- this is what I called TRUST. But well the world is wicked you can't trust nobody -- I ignore this saying trust no one, but I love to trust because I wanted to be trusted. But, now I feel that issues are becoming too personal. I am a really good person to people who do good reciprocal, but I could be worst person than the worst you can think of if you do harm or no good. This is just a part of me, I kiss your feet and wash it up for you -- because I feel you have a good heart, but dont let it be clouded with bad doings. I am a good soldier, I am loyal I am everything in just the name of service and love. I have been left in the dark and unknowingly hidden agendas was in roll already, you guys are leaders are leaders like this act in this way? where is the respect here? where are your professionalisms that you guys speaking of now? You are all in good standing in businesses, in work in professions where is the word Courtesy is? I just say one word to this NO Respect was given and its neglected -- no explanation was made and also even a courtesy letter/notion. its just all by me figuring out the pieces of the puzzles. Until then, as people say "what a small world". Again, this is a blog and I have the freedom to express my feelings. I am very much welcome to comments and reactions. Even to mention I am an SMS/CALL away from your telephones. But only one person did interact with me, and I can be sure he has a good heart. To that person I wish you good luck and I wish you success to your life. Well to the others I wish you the same also. Let me know anything I needed or If none then its fine. Regards, SEAN p.s: Strong People Need Not Each Other, They Became Weak and Lame! it is good that you guys are reading this blog of mine-- its even posted on the page 5.